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About Birds

Nature has always something to teach me, specially birds. 

Outside my window, everyday at 5:30pm a flock of birds punctually always flies north in a v-shape.  Their internal clock works right on the dot, much more efficient than my punctuality at work and I have a watch.  It’s the natural version of the Silva Mind Control Method.  You program your mind to wake you up at 5am the night before and you can forget about alarm clocks for the rest of your life.   I hate the look of those birds though, they are the black colored ones that eat on dead carcasses.  They remind me of death, but they also remind me of time.  Timing is some times everything.  It dictates quantity and speed.

This morning, I saw this really fat bird outside my window.  It had its nest nearby.  Wasn´t nearly as fast or agile as the slimmer ones.  It is carrying eggs inside its womb.  You would think that the slimmer smaller one will be more efficient.  It can react quicker, move faster, adapt better, etc.  However, this fat bird is about to give birth to babies who will recompense this agility and grow into a bigger multitude.  This new generation of babies will form a roup, and  cover ground quicker than a slimmer bird. 

 Its like the small fast creative companies vs. the giant corporations.  Giant corporations have trouble shifting, accommodating, creating, adapting, moving forward quickly etc. but how come they are always big enough to stay big and grow bigger.  They are beaurocratic, organized, slow and  they don´t reproduce babies.  However, they adopt them.  As time goes by, the big get bigger, the small just jitter.

 

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Lucid Dreams

I am dreaming about a gloomy afternoon.  As I am walking I put up the sun to shine through.  I want to see mountains, green covered hills, fields that remind me of the backfields.   Many strong players rushing in, but they are poor puppets.  I can only have muppets.   As I am inhaling such wonderful scent I realize it’s a gift, not many dream this supreme.  I can put and take away as I please.   I am so spoiled even in my dreams. I redeem my desires and make them come true.   I take it for granted because I get sick of constructing.  No surprises.  All day creating and at night my mind is still circulating.  While Im fantasizing  about the tantalizing my mind is exercising.  My right brain muscle is the axle to my axels.

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Unreflective Cognition

Intuition works in mysterious ways.  You can get to such degree so advanced that it is a point of no return: you become so self-aware and in tune with yourself  that it is hard to distinguish if it’s an internal feeling you´ve created or if you are perceiving things from the external environment.  After you have developed this 6th sense to such point it becomes a natural state of mind. For normalcy, it’s called delusion. For genuis, its called innovation.

Intuition is felt in different ways.  Some can feel it in their stomach, others feel it in their chest, hands and so on.   Usually, it is an intense obsession full of positivity, negativity, rejection or acceptance.   However, when you can´t identify it and you aren´t sure of what you are perceiving, it is because you don´t have all the information at hand and this makes you feel awkward and weird.  You begin to become self-conscious and it makes you feel inadequate, awkward and weird.  You must remember though that it is not you. It is your intuition signaling you what to do.

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The Joker

Everyday and a life is made up of a decision….of decisions…  a hundred decisions, opportunities, what to do? Can´t decide? Cant take chances? Round of applause for waiting, calculating, aggravating, waiting for the fascinating.  Youre waiting for the odds to be in your favor…that perfect moment will be better, but standing still won´t help you get on the shorter road, but he said ” patience please!”  That is one of hundred of slim chances, but let the Joker come to you.  Take a leap of faith, your hand at poker might be lucky, you mucky Chucky!   Unless you don’t mind taking the long walks, the ones you stumble upon will tell you life aint a solid rock.  “Life is short” one said, “I rather ask for forgiveness than ask for permission”….seems like they are impatient, precipitous, foolish and uncaring.  They don’t mind sharing, thanks for sparring.  Embrace your decisions whether right or wrong.  Truth be, life isn´t 100% mathematic.  It is more problematic.  Automatic. It’s about acrobatics, not democratics.  Good decisions doesn´t mean good outcomes all the time.  But hey this game aint your last.  You can play your round of poker today and the dealer will pressure you to think its your last, but tomorrows might be just as lucky or perhaps more than lasts.